Scleroderma and I grew up as though we were born togather, my early memories are of being sick and having one or the other health issue like fever, Cough, Heart burn and much more that I care to remember.
40 – 45 years back there were no specialty doctors only general physician were consulted. 40 years back even Doctors did not know about this disease…
Since the disease was unknown we consulted any dr we were refered to .did lot of Doctor shopping .tried all forms of medecines. Even did home remedies and consulted astrologers and clerics. Did religious activities too. But do they ever help??
Finally God was kind we got a diagnosis and treatement started with Steriods, Multivitamins ,antacids and blood thinner.. At that time this was the only treatment.
Life was a yo – yo ,there were good days and bad days but I was too small to understand much.
Life was Roller Coaster Ride, Due to complex situations I turned into a Introvert . I avoided meeting People. Felt guilty about something what was not my fault.
With these Ups And downs of Life I Completed my Graduation and started Preparing for Bank exams, But landed up in Private Job. After joining Job due to change of life style I started Having More problems and Complications…I was not comfortable and happy.
I Got engaged and Married at the Age of 26..I was Married for for 12 years.. had to leave my job but differnt life style in new house and the conditions impacted my health more and more Started Having Many new Complication, Many symptoms which were under remission started surfacing again due to stress.Finally i Got Divorced at Age of 38 .
Major turn in my life Came when at age of 45 I came in Contact with Brahamakumari Rajyog Meditation.. they Introducted me to my Self. My many doubts were Cleared, mainly Why Me? They thought me to accept and move on.
I started gaining confidence and self Love from there.. They make u understand that we all are Children of God. Which gives you an Immense Power.
Then at the Age of 46 I started Part time business with Modicare… This Platform Boosted My Self Confidence and belief in Self Potential…
Even now i face many Health Challenges but my Reaction and Approach to it has changed..I feel I can now handle things.
I met Dearest Neetu Jee after Joining Brahamakumari. And through her Got Detailed Knowledge of Scleroderma and got a Chance to be Member and Volenteer of Scleroderma India Grp and trust..
To sum up my Experince i will say
Its difficult to accept Scleroderma COMPLICATIONS… BUT SOONER YOU ACCEPT IT AND DESIGN YOUR LIFE THINGS START FALLING IN PLACE.
EVERY PERSON HAS SOME INNER POWER. RECOGNISE THAT POWER
SPEND YPUR TIME WITH POSITIVE MINDED PEOPLE AND PEOPLE WHO REALLY LOVE YOU.
Read Good Books about life Reality and Spirituality
Follow Spritaul practices which ever you Like.
Believe in your Doctors and Parents they are your best Support
Do some Social work according to your abilty it will give u immense feeling of Satisfaction
Love ur self as u are
Its all depends on our attitude How we take life being a fighter or victim is our own choice.
Till 45 yrs I played Victim Game but Now I Am Fighter…
I had no guidance, internet and such helpful group till age of 45
You’ll are lucky to have have these benefits and knowledge..
Story of a Warrior.